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Livengood

by Caleb Aronson

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1.
Blue Laws 04:40
This town loves the sunrise But for so long it’s been dark If I could see what’s going on I could get started Living In my hometown You saw me running in here With my shirttails hanging out And since you put my face up I’ve been down So down I’ve been down You got the law on me I guess on Sunday You can’t be a debutant Funny only when you’re down and out Do you know what you want And I know What I want I brought you water from the river And silver from the bank The red and blues are getting bigger Tell me whom I should thank Tell me who No one can ring’em like you I ain’t no greaser And I ain’t no soc. Some might tell you I’m a little of both Yeah, that’s right I’m black and white And blue I know you've done your research Since this town got its start Found someone before me Left you with a broken heart Tell me who Who done you in This town loves the sunset If it will ever show You keep it up any longer I’m gonna go Beyond The crosses on the road
2.
I passed a hanging tree with a white dove cooing I can hear her tell the preacher she don't know what she's doing I passed a hanging tree and heard a white dove tell Some things ain't meant to be and some things hit the shell I crossed my laces I crossed my chest I crossed my fingers when I crossed the river with no help I crossed my fingers when I said fare thee well I guess some things ain't meant to be and some things hit the shell I had a good run I had it all planned Funny when there ain't no money there ain't no empty hands I thought I had it planned 'til it all went to hell I guess some things ain't meant to be and some things hit the shell You know I love you baby love you so much Sometimes I say it's like a weight and I feel I'm getting crushed I love you baby but where I'm bound I can't tell I guess some things ain't meant to be and some things hit the shell
3.
Squatter 05:28
In '71 I returned from Vietnam With a couple of scars and a sling on my arm My Daddy took me aside early one morn And said, " Life don't begin only when you're born." So I took a job laying that southbound track Put away some money and I headed north Where there was talk of some oil field And a pipeline in '74 Local 942 was taking everyone they could They stuck me in a warehouse where it was understood The tools got you more sold back in town And everything was easy when the pipe went around And if you didn't like the way they cooked your steak You could transfer to another camp With so much money in one State You think it will last but it can't The smell in the air changed from green to black When the oil flowed they gave me the axe So I drifted further north looking for something else And met a little girl at the Fox Roadhouse She soon got tired of my lovelessness She called me her walking wishing well And I got tired of begging for her forgiveness From taking every coin to the bottle Some years later I found myself standing in a line Filing for a homestead of some kind I didn't like anything that I saw in their books So I went out to get a better look
4.
Cold As Hell 04:21
Hey, bartender, pour me whiskey A double will do me well Cause it's twice as cold as last night And the music is half as loud as the church bells It's cold, cold, cold as hell I spent six months breaking the rocks in the mountains Working for the man of Rothwell I come down to the valley I thought was my home Where I was told everyone has their own angel I won't be giving you the good times or good time smiles Or kisses between the bars of my cell Don't expect I'll be here any longer When I'm cold as hell
5.
Copperton 06:33
In 1911, it was a squatter's land To cross rivers we removed gold rings from our hands Boots, bracelets and watches and jade filled crosses Someone left theirs on and never knew they'd lost it We came across Barrett on our way to Kennicott He owned the land at the end of the rail just newly wrought He made it a town site cause he did not like us squatters Named it for a friend who'd sank beneath the waters Won't you burry me in copper town Where the trees never make a sound And neither will I in my time You'll only hear the sun under the weight of azurite skies Won't you burry me Down in Cordova they're having themselves a tea party You can hear their work song all the way up to McCarthy Where the holy rollers and dissidents make their living off Kennecott Where little boys carry wooden guns and little girls wear Sabots Where Heney stopped the Snoose Strike with a single case of whiskey Placed at the end of the line it can keep a man busy With all the lights and smiling faces it's like heaven on earth But if you breathed too much ammonia you'd never come back to work These days it's been so empty hardly a soul at all Right down the middle of Main Street you could fire a cannonball And I'll soon be the seventh victim of a man called Louis Hastings He gunned down my friends in a town built on tailings
6.
Strings 02:39
I been low in the valley, I been high up in the mountains Been to that broken rock and drank from it's fountain Watching people come and watching them go If they break anymore strings they won't be coming home Now don't you cry my love when you have my everything Your love knocked the wind out of me and put it under my wings I'll take you with me now where God only knows When we break all our strings we won't be coming home I know people here they know people there Everyone must know someone somewhere I'll put you in my hands if you'll make the mountain my stone When I break all of my strings I won't be coming home
7.
Dry Creek 04:43
I don't wear the fancy clothes like folks in the city And I don't drink the dry wine but I've got dry creek I work all day down at the mill and live on the banks Where the trees all bow low giving their thanks And on Sundays when everyone's at church There's nothing I'd rather do Then sit on my porch and play guitar And watch the storm clouds gather anew I saw her lonely eyes one night across the State Fair And I could tell by the way she carried herself she was beyond compare We danced through that August night and through the Harvest Moon And I knew once I asked for her hand to dance I'd ask for the other soon I may not have much money Or a wealthy address But will you be my love Before love is all I have left
8.
Holin' Up 02:54
If I had a penny I wouldn't have to pawn If I had a copper head I'd know what side I'm on I'd know what side I'm on, Lord I'd know what side I'm on I come off that mountain chasing a white mule Ran into Mary and she played me for a fool Played me for a fool, Lord Played me for a fool Gone is all that loveness gone is all that light Gone like everything I've pawn every day and night Every day and night, Lord Every day and night I'm going back to that mountain holin' up 'til death Quitting all my searching but don't be holding your breath Don't be holding your breath, Lord Don't be holding your breath
9.
Road To Ruin 04:58
Don't know how many times I've driven to the landfill With my truck so full it's hard to get up that hill And as I crest the top and come to that hole How I wish I could leave the things that clutter the soul All the things people say keep you moving On the road to ruin My streets have melted from bridges I've burned but the river is still icebound And I'm sitting here wondering why I'm writing you a letter from the next town I got half a mind to walk that river down to you The other half is wondering where this world is going to Both sides agree it's our own chosing Being on the road to ruin The sky was blue but your eyes were red And I was going to call you at least that's what I think I said If you take my hand and we go down the road We could make it a highway Don't know how many times I've walked in to the mountains More than a dozen, hundred, more than a thousand and counting And as I walk the ridge along the great divide Down one side tumble my troubles down the other goes my pride Up here I finally realize the illusion Being on the road to ruin
10.
My Father was a hard rock miner Something he just could not avoid He said, "Son, them mountains Will take the man right out of the boy." He used to come home late if at all Smelling of white mule and earth And when I grew up I followed him down Them quartz veins "They'll tell you the work up here is a waste of time 'Cause if it can't be grown it's got to be mined" I moved away to work the draglines For five fifty and a shower a week But my Father was swallowed up by the mountains So I came home to collect his things I took his place on tramline one But soon got the dusty lung The dynamite used to shake the family pictures in my Father's room Now mine The boss man said, "Boy, your grief is a waste of time ' Cause if it don't grow it's got to be mined." The year you were born the fires came And I'd finally reached the wagon But it was so damn dry and my feet started dragging So I'm telling you now don't forget who you are Let your actions speak louder than their accent And each town of stone you go to look for me You will see where the love went Some will tell you that love is a waste of time But if it can't be grown it's got to be mined
11.
Close your eyes my love I will lull you to sleep I'm going to, I'm going to fly To them golden shores On them white wings I'm going to, I'm going to fly See that fallen tear See that water dry I'm going to, I'm going to fly I'll be gone by morn I have no alibi I'm going to, I'm going to fly When you rise and shine See that morning light I'm going to, I'm going to fly Hear that work bell ring Hear that caged bird sing I'm going to, I'm going to fly
12.
Stampede 04:39
Dorothy sends greetings by phone Cause she ain't on-line "Hey, Pop, I can't graduate I can't afford the parking fine But if you send me a little cash I'll pay you back in the fall My yellow brick highway Has now become my wall." If I had my way I'd leave this crazy stampede How can everybody want What only some of us really need Casey's on the road somewhere Listening to the radio It's something from '71 And it reminds him of home He's had a few painkillers He's smoked a well-fed snake He's just looking for a rest stop Just looking for a break Christopher loves his freedom The Supertramp burns all his cash Boards a bus across the border Now he ain't coming back Saying "If I had my way I'd leave this crazy Stampede How can everybody want What only some of us really need." Now put on your dancing shoes And that dress that looks so right Put aside all your worries I'll be your escape tonight
13.
Loosestrife 02:50
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All the kids hide out at the end of Mission Road and light their smokes Their years can't be seen in their eyes only heard in their jokes And I know you would have drove here if it wasn't for a friend It's just life I know living at this end All the streets of you run north and south but it's the avenues I walk Tell me a story of your hometown and I'll tell you something you got Show me a smile in the crowd and I'll find you again It's just life I know living at this end The drunkard in the bar and the lover on the hill Know what it's like to see something they love disappear So dry your tears this is where things begin It's just life I know living at this end
15.
An uncommon addiction has taken it's toll On a body absent; on a preserved soul Where you are and where you've been Makes the diagnosis seem so thin The air, too, take a breath You'll be all right You've traveled so long You left too soon You always knew what isn't for you Godspeed your wellness done Ascending a straight line Is as easy as standing down here in the sun The myth of age and hard times Was summed up in a few lines Voices of songs forgotten pasts Pile up and blend Roll up one forty-five Days above tree line Now where the road is a straight line It meets with a mad end
16.
Moving Dirt 05:28
Joe didn't like the war and he didn't trust the government He was fired from his job for talking shit about the President But he liked the feel of steel in his hands and he liked his whiskey, too It was enough in common with Alaska to move here in '42 With a law degree to his name and no labels in his shirts He took a liking to mining or what he'd call "moving dirt" Working 50 years in Alaska for a real American dream Then he felt akin to Jefferson and started the A.I.P. Three times he ran for Governor, but the voters just shot him down But I'm here to tell you, boy, there's more like him around Well, Joe shot off his mouth - he wanted secession from the Union He pissed alot of people off with all the words he was using One was Manfried West - some called him "Cartoon Freddy" And in May of '93 he felt like Joe was ready They found Joe's body one year later in a gravel pit behind a school Wrapped in blue tarp and duct tape - Alaska's fix-all tools Hey, Joe, I want to know are we still being sold? Is the red, white, and blue still coming for you through the faded blue and gold? Are you at peace across the border or does it still hurt? Is the freedom of speech buried? Are we still moving dirt? Some say Vogler was a freak others say he was too late Others still got his bumpersticker right next to their license plate But it's been my way of thinking to say what's on your mind Maybe he was a witness to one of the biggest crimes So, hand down that shovel and let's get the truth outta the ground If you've got something to say, boy, I want you to say it out loud
17.
Drift & Fill 03:56
Someone's kept their eye on what the State's given you Come out to the dyke for to take in the view Pay no attention to the smell in the back You can surround your life with politics Compare notes to see what the chart will do next But it won't be long before it's all boom gone Hide out where there ain't no more room Except for what's coming is coming soon I know you saw it coming, I know you saw it coming A drifter ain't truly moving until he's standing still And I know you saw it coming looking for fill Look for a reason for everything Look for a reason why they're missing And you'll be looking for some time Turn where you live in to a crater Make an emergency accelerator You can't turn back but you can turn away
18.
Blackie 05:16
When I was just six years old my Daddy'd let me steer the car Up and down the Richardson Highway and in to Blackie's Bar He'd sit me on a stool with a soda and carve his name in the wood And say "Boy, if you grow up to be like me, you ain't never gonna be any good "Blackie, Blackie don't know who you are 'til you carve your name in the bar" Years later I lived on that muddy river where oil made the economy One day my Daddy's words sunk in when they laid me off at the refinery My girl was making a wedding dress and my boy was just six months At night I'd race them boys on the Old Rich. Highway just to feel alive if only for once Blackie, Blackie I don't know who you are But someday my name will be all over your bar Now the trees are all stripped of their color and there ain't no work in this town And the heavies down at Blackie's Bar know where I can be found So, tonight when I step outside and watch my breath float up to them darkening stars I'm going to get in my truck and ain't buckling up and I'm driving straight into your bar
19.
Ashland 04:56
She felt like a ghost town boarded up and burned out A small town girl population one She left California where if they don't know ya They send you right back to where you came from But Daddy's girl didn't care that she had her mama's stare And a middle finger like her Aunt Peggy Sue's She took her Uncle's Ford and put her foot to the floor Opened it up and drove straight on through To Ashland, Ashland No one ain't someone until they are free We all end up burning what we love And my sweet Dorothy loved gasoline It was July 4 th and we fell in love of course It was the summer I did my best to quit smoking But the sun was a dying flashlight in a room painted off-white And no one went outside for fear of choking Oh, BLM claimed it was going to be a bad one No one could remember forest fires like this And newspapers were littered with air quality warnings But I didn't care when she blew me a kiss In Ashland, Ashland No one can hold a candle to thee We all end up burning what we love And my sweet Dorothy loved gasoline Late one night she crept out and turned on the gas And left me to a never ending dream But I should have known better when earlier that summer The fire danger needle was on the extreme But the roads were closed because of some stupid robber Held up and robbed an end of the highway town bank And when a shield stopped her and asked where she was headed She only had one word to say Ashland, Ashland I'm as sorry as a broken heart can be We all end up burning what we love And my sweet Dorothy loved gasoline
20.
Leveeville 05:00
Forty years and forty nights I've been searching for some light In and empty town for empty people Five bars for five steeples We all got our own way here how to prove Water is no thicker than our own blood But ain't nothing been dry here since the '67 flood They say Judgment Day will be hotter than Hell And if it floods and you don't float grab a hold of your Bible But who'd want to watch their watermark from the top of some hill I don't want to know what keeps me still Living in Leveeville Have you ever heard the sound Of the Sheriff's boots on the ground A dirty nail pounding on your chest Or a squeaky shield shined with breath A little cash lifted out of your precious wallet And the wind knocked out of you just for good measure And these simple words: "Son, you're just having twice the fun with half the pleasure." I've found plenty of ways around Shoes filled with doubt Through breaking rocks and breaking noses And blowing kisses at frozen roses Ain't no one ever gone find out how I get my fill Just a backwards life from a backwoods copper still I can still hear the Preacher say, "Read Proverbs 25:28." "Sorry, son, but you may be too late."
21.
Top Heavy 05:29
Got my headlights on on this winter day The crosses on the road remind me I'm running late But living on the road ain't bad it's either easy or hard I'm running top heavy - it's better than driving a car My rig's running smooth and I'm bound to beat that train I got Corn Nuts, and No Doze, and something else on my brain But tonight I'm coming home tomorrow I'll be in church I'm running top heavy - coming to town in my last clean shirt The road never seem so long to get back to my baby Since she said"I do" I've been going crazy With 500 miles between us and five grand in debt I'm running top heavy - coming to town -"Yeah, you bet" I never look at the loads that I get from the Classifieds If I just shut up and shake hands that keeps them satisfied And if the Heavies want it badly enough I'll get a bonus by midnight I'm running top heavy - pulling something that don't feel right It's getting harder to pass even with these yellow dashes And my eyes are sinking fast from the weight of my lashes But I got to keep on moving with all this shit on my mind I'm running top heavy - just trying to leave it all behind Last thing I heard them say before I left town Was "You sure got a pretty thing - be a shame to let her down And like true love and gasoline you don't know what you got 'til it's burned I'm running top heavy - I only got one more sharp turn
22.
Carboy 05:11
You heard about someone in this town Was thinking of no longer sticking around I guess the road just looked too hard to them So they went looking for another way out When you walk passed the junkyard grounds You're reminded of the so-called friends who've kept you in doubt They think people here make it hard for themselves But making it here is just a way of life If you know my town don't think I've been had The gas ain't so cheap and the roads ain't so bad And if they keep on talking just smile at their noise You'll be alright - you keep on singing in an empty car, boy Some of the bars and churches have the same paint Some started out as the other and some simply ain't It's got its turns some good and some bad Some down the middle may be the best you'll ever have So let them laugh it up and let them tear it down And ask them if they know what it's like to live in this town If everyone everywhere has endured that troubled town myth They better know why it is they came here to this
23.
Close Second 03:45
Words like ashes sailing around in the wind I did my best to warn you what will happen To your one saving grace To my one track mind There's no doubt of the outcome when the two collide I keep looking over my shoulder for things I think I'm missing At my fingertips is a key-jammed ignition And I wish with all my tracks I could take some back But that picture only shows my front and my side Leaving to wander is what I do best Coming home for good is a close second I'm leaving it up to you You call me on the phone and tell me the door swings both ways You tell me it's better to hear silence than nothing nice to say From your patched up baggage To your full length coat I know we're closer than ever before
24.
Mariana 07:51
He worked 4 tens and 3 twelves Always kept a picture of St. Christopher on a shelf Didn't have a whole lot just two doors and a set of wheels Underneath it all he tried to keep it real He took his pills for the pain chased with his checks Passing those with everything he didn't feel like himself He pulled it slow in to the lot of a well-kept bank Walked in and up to the counter and his heart sank Mariana went to bed with bitter grace Mariana painted her nails the color of a rusty Chevrolet He played it out in his head how it could work Her eyes would shift and no one would get hurt He wouldn't have to pull a gun she wouldn't call the cops Her hands would pass over the money like a train when it stops He would meet her minutes later by the side door St. Christopher on the dashboard his foot on the floor A wad of cash in the glove box her eyes on him His mind somewhere else where her accent fit in Maybe they'd reach the Sierra Madres maybe just the Ogilvies She said "Have a nice day" but he was too far out of reach
25.
Deadhorse 04:21
You took a hit to the chest and went down hard Put your worries in a gun shell and it took a railroad spike to set them off Now you're down on the ground writing 'focus' in the dirt If wishes are horses by now you must be bored You got to get off your deadhorse Remember that light you had in your eyes Setting the night sky to life like a sunrise Now you're stalled out in front of a deserted fireworks stand When the road won't give you what you demand You got to get off your deadhorse I know someday you won't feel the same And someday I won't feel this way You could leave the road if you drove fast enough You could handle the overflow with one more cup Are you going to hold on for dear life and never grab it Breaking hearts ain't like breaking habits You got to get off your deadhorse And run
26.
Livengood 02:05
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Northbound 05:32
Hand on ten hand on two Fog on the road dust on the rearview Buried nonchalance or old growth can't tell I can't tell Sifting through memory from a hand in the wind Laughing, colors, the sun on the White Mountains Never saw gold float like that before that day This day It's only gold to the beholder Only rings around the sun and coals Only peace of mind getting closer I'm always coming home You say it's better to go the wrong way Then it is to stay If my comfort zone is moving then who's to say Who's to say There are things I won't forget I seldom say Motions we've made that capture the day I heard it once spoken nothing golden can stay I can't stay
28.
Casey Porter 07:03
The third cold night of 2003 at least the nights were getting shorter A driver in a rest stop looking for sleep but morning would never come to Casey Porter It had been a hard winter on the Sterling Highway and the plow's work seemed endless One truck working at 2 a.m. called the Troopers saying a car looked a little suspicious Casey was just 30 years old and some said he looked alittle older than that He'd grown up in Nikiski played football and was a wrestling champ But soon after all of that he and trouble became close friends Through misdemeanor crimes like assault and resisting arrest Casey was no model citizen But Casey was still a man Six months before this night Casey was in a car wreck It left him with uncontrollable movements from a broken back and a broken neck He couldn't operate the clutch of his car from the spasms in his leg So walked and drove with the help of a wooden cane Casey had lots of friends scattered far and wide But he was living out of the trunk of his car and the bottle of pills by his side He once worked as a welder and once worked at a cannery on the water At that time he got a few tattoos one was a flaming "MAD DAWG" and the other was the name of his daughter Casey kept his car running and shut off the lights Maybe he heard a prayer from his daughter that night By 2:07 a.m. on the morning of the 4th The first Trooper to arrive at the rest stop was an officer Jesse Osborn Soon after this night Osborn's estranged wife testified his exact words Of inmates and suspects he "beat up" "they weren't people, they were lower than dirt" Within seconds Trooper Joe Whittom arrived and Osborn ordered Casey out of his car But Casey didn't and just said "what's wrong, sir, I was just parked" Without warning Osborn used his pepper spray and Casey's clutched slipped His car slowly rolled toward Whittom's and he had less than 58 seconds to live One night not long after this I pulled off the road but couldn't rest
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Boom Gone 05:20
Take the gravel from your voice and make the road feel right Leave behind that burn barrel ground you once knew It will always be there waiting for you Seasons will change whether or not you know Make them a rolling memorial And they'll expect you when they see you Start by reading the road and walking that line Bumpersticker truths are no good from behind If sticking around means to push the air and stand a little removed The only way out is through Hear your brother's words through any given tree All in the key of C Take what you know of those two roads and make a third

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released March 21, 2006

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Earl Hughes – pedal steel
Josh Reuther – dobro
Phil Cassel – upright bass
Brian Bickmeier – drums, washboard, rice shaker, 1st guitar solo on Carboy
Caleb Aronson – acoustic guitar, electric guitar, slide guitar, vocals, mandolin, banjo, keyboards, electric bass, harmonicas

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